Questioning

I’m questioning the distance
As I fight resistance
Trying not to rumble
these walls which start to crumble

Questions pursue my mind
As they tear down my every pride
Murky waters flooding my soul
It feels as though I’ve given up all control

Trying to trust whom I once believed in
Letting go of this suspicious feeling
This doesn’t change the I love you’s
It doesn’t change the way I think of you

The situation may have changed
And those words made my heart swiftly rearrange
But you are still you and God is still good
Maybe this ended the way it should

I might have needed that punch in the gut
To help me move out of this star struck rut
Left behind with no distractions
Fully embracing our interactions

Here on my I knees I find your peace
Here on my knees where my strivings cease
In the depth of this pain compassion fills my heart
Pouring out forgiveness from this shattered heart

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